I’m scared of being a black woman who loves black men . I am afraid that one day I will fall in love with a handsome black man. I am scared to say yes. When one day he has decided that i am the one. I am scared that i will love him and lose him. I scared that one day someone will see him as a threat and take him away from me. I am scared to fall in love with a strong handsome black man. i am scared that one day our love will come together and create a strong chestnut son. I am scared that someone will find the strength in his presence, threatening. The strength that he exudes on sight.